i'm going to paint my room

i want a change, had enough

maybe, just maybe....it might help me to put things into perespective

warped theory of mine

i'm going to paint my room

slowly losing it

my tolerance level is decreasing every day. EVERY freaking day.....so muchh so that I now lose it at the things/people which don't really deserve it and then i hate myself for it, but i can't help it, seriously i've tried, just had enough, not really i know i prob wont be able to live without thosethings/people, but i cant take it anymore, i dont want to be so irritable, i dont want to flare up, i just want things to be right, i know i m whining, urrrgh i hate this, recently my blog has just become teh only place i vomit out all my stupid feelings.

"There's no logic unless the emotions are involved. You want to do something, so you do it. That's logical. You want to do something and you don't do it, that's a breakdown of reason."

John le Carre
The Tailor of Panama