slowly losing it

my tolerance level is decreasing every day. EVERY freaking day.....so muchh so that I now lose it at the things/people which don't really deserve it and then i hate myself for it, but i can't help it, seriously i've tried, just had enough, not really i know i prob wont be able to live without thosethings/people, but i cant take it anymore, i dont want to be so irritable, i dont want to flare up, i just want things to be right, i know i m whining, urrrgh i hate this, recently my blog has just become teh only place i vomit out all my stupid feelings.